Tuesday, January 17, 2012

The biggest mistake you could ever make is being too afraid to make one.

So, today was my first day back in school after a long semester off. Today I had Chemistry and Psychology. Not too bad so far, you know the usual BS first day stuff... Here's your syllabus, here's the class schedule, this is what we'll be doing, this is what I expect, blah blah blah. But, both of my instructors seem pretty bad ass so far. My chem class has a lab 45 minutes after the chem class is over, however, today since the instructor is the same, he decided not to hold a lab today. I don't blame him, although my second class didn't start until almost 3 hours after he let us out. I thought about going to get lunch, but didn't want to leave campus because parking was kind of a bitch this morning. Then I thought about going to the cafeteria, but walked in and there were too many people in that area for my liking. In real life, I'm not much of a people person, especially crowds. I do like to people watch though, just not interact with them. I know, people wonder how I can be going to school to become a nurse if I can't stand people. But first of all, more or less I can't stand rude, ignorant, ass holes (which is MOST of the population in my eyes), but when a patient is being an ass, I can totally understand. He/she is scared, doesn't know what's wrong, may not have insurance, does have insurance but having to deal with insurance companies is a pain, they're sick (I know when I'm sick I can be a total bitch). So I can totally understand all of that. But when someone is a rude ass in general, just for the hell of it, it really irritates me. And secondly, if I'm getting paid $50,000+ a year, I'll deal with all the ass holes in the world. LOL!

On my way home I had a dude almost rear end me. Luckily he didn't. Dumb ass was following WWWAAAAYYYYY too close. Apparently the person behind him was following wwwaaayyyy too close too, cause the guy right behind me did get rear ended. I know this is hateful, but since neither one was hurt I'll say it, they both deserved it. The guy behind me shouldn't have been riding my ass, and the guy behind him shouldn't have been riding ass either.

I've had a terrible headache for the later part of the day. I took some excedrine migraine earlier. Like way earlier. Usually that helps about 30 minutes after taking it, but today it is just now kicking in finally. Which I'm glad cause I was starting to think the only thing that was going to help was to go to bed soon. However, its far to early to go to bed yet. If I go to bed soon, I'd be up at 4 am, and well, that's just not okay.

I didn't go to bed until midnight last night... Probably not the best idea, but I wasn't quite tired yet. Well, almost as soon as I started drifting off, my lovely neighbors (not sure which ones) started blasting their obnoxious music around 12:30 or so. Then another neighbor (again, not sure which one) started banging on the wall to get the other ones to shut up. Needless to say, that didn't work out so well... So I guess they ended up banging on the door and yelling at them to turn it down. I really wanted to scream... I've decided that whichever neighbor it is that likes to blast their music in the early mornings must have a night/graveyard shift somewhere. Which I can understand that music may help them wake up, but I don't care to be woken up in the process. That's why I blast my music in the car.

I've decided that on Thursday's I'm going to start a "What I'm thankful Thursday's" on my blog. I'll be posting 5 things I'm thankful either from that day or that week. I know I'm blessed, however, I feel like I take a lot for granted sometimes or I get to be too negative sometimes. So, I think maybe that will help me see that I really do have more to be grateful for than I think.

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